From Huskies To Husbands

I spoke to the nurse at the doctors office this morning.  They are waiting for my previous CT scan to come in from Denver to compare this one to.  There are signs of a cyst of calcification on one kidney and they want to see if it has grown or changed before deciding how to proceed.  There also is something going on with my hip joint but the nurse was not able to clearly explain that to me.  I guess I need to find an orthopedist to speak to about that part of the results.  According to the doctor there is nothing that we can do right now, I just need to deal with the pain.

I find it very hard to believe that at 34 years of age this is my life - Deal with the pain.  Pain so intense that I had to find someone to come in and finish my shift for me after only a little over 3 hours.  Pain so intense that it makes me tear up.  Pain so intense that I am nauseous.  This can not be my life, I can not accept this as my life.