From Huskies To Husbands

I have put up the tree and decorated it, decorated the outside of the house, decorated the inside of the house, baked the holiday cookies, made the holiday candies, bought the presents, wrapped the presents, wrote the Christmas cards, and planned the holiday meal - Yet, I just can’t seem to find my Christmas spirit??!!  I don’t know where it has gone but it can’t seem to be found in doing all the usual things…

I know the real reason for the season and celebrate the birth of Jesus our Saviour.  However, for some reason I can not seem to find any joy this holiday season.  Maybe it is being away from my parents and the rest of my side of the family.  Maybe it is being out of work for the most part.  Maybe it is just holiday depression.  I really don’t know the answer to be honest.

I just wish that I could find my Christmas spirit so that I can stop faking it for everyone else…